As he is very suspicious I was so sure that he would have known that I would do something on the 30th. So there I was, trying to make a silly surprise on the 29th instead :p

Awesome Risotto
serves 4

Hereby I share my own rice/risotto recipe! Haha... I actually combined like 5 recipes together to get the easiest way to cook some fast dinner.

Ingredients:
1.5 cups rice
2 tbsp butter
1 clove of garlic, chopped
1 chicken sausage, sliced thin
1 chicken ham, sliced
1 chicken fillet stripe, sliced
2 sheets of cheddar cheese
1 block of chicken stock (I am using Maggi Chicken Stock)
4 tbsp pasta paste (I am using Leggo's Pasta Bake paste)

Method:
1. Boil the rice for 10 minutes with chicken stock. While boiling, melt the butter and stir fry garlic in the butter. Add on chicken fillet, stir. And then add on sausage and ham.
2. Put the rice inside the pan with butter+chicken+sausage+ham. Stir slowly and when it dries up add water from the rice+chicken stock boiling pan, little by little and stir. Keep doing this for 10 minutes.
3. Add on pasta paste, stir, and then add on cheese and stir.
4. Add chicken stock water little by little and stir. Repeat this method until you get your rice in the state you want.

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Refreshment Punch

Everyone loves dessert. This is one of my favorite and it's so easy to make!

Ingredients:
1. 1 can of mixed fruits in heavy syrup (I use Del Monte's)
2. lemonade soda (7 Up, Mountain Dew, or Sprite)
3. concentrated orange juice (I use Sunquick)
4. 1 packet of self-made jelly (like Jell O or Nutrijell), preferably in plain taste
5. ice

Methods:
1. Make your own home made jelly, and then chop it into small cubicle-shaped bites
2. Mix lemonade soda, concentrated orange juice, and mixed fruits
3. Put the jelly bites into the mixture, add ice

I wanted to be happy everytime; but I guess happiness is overrated. I am in this extent of my life that I really miss my old self; naive but happy. I may not look like who I am today, or think like who I am today, but I was for sure happier.
When I first started university, dating, or working, I was like this little girl with new lollipops in her hands. I thought I was very ready, like I was going to finish the lollipops as fast as I could; wanted to show the world that I had everything and couldn't be happier than ever.
Now I know I have to work harder than ever to show my true ability. I have to give 200% of myself because, 100% is not enough. I am not enough. I need additions, in which I don't know in what form. I don't want to be hated, but I don't want to be forgotten as well. I want to be loved like crazy, but the reality and future wall seems to be scarier and scarier everyday.
Some past happenings made me realize that seriously, happiness is overrated. You can be so happy one day and the next day you're crushed like hell. And what's the point of being extra happy if it will only result heartaches for you? Mystery? I guess, it's a yes.